Okay, so no more I say.
No more to college, no more to cosplays, no more to any of it until I can figure out what I want to do.
I don't really know what direction to focus on right now, but for the next year I need to do my own things.
I will be finishing the comissions already started (only fair) and cannot apologies enough for delays.
Things here have been... difficult to say the least.
I'm not one of those folk that try to get sympathy by crying out "woe is me" to the deviant art comunity, but I will explain a little.

Firstly, I've taken a year, possibly longer, break from college. I've always known exactly what i wanted to do and now, very suddenly, I havn't got a clue.
It's between some sort of sculpture work for figurines and sucklike, or costume design for cosplay/theatre. Who knows, I may end up deciding on something defferent.
As for other stuff, well I've not exactly been having a great time of it at home. My mother and I have a... turbulant relationship at best. so until I can afford to move out it's a case of stress-a-go-go.

And there's more. Way more. But I don't want to talk about that as I quite frankly don't trust every person who visits this page...

Cosplays... well... that's a big thing atm. After all, Expo is one fricken month away, and I have barely started my own cosplays. As in, plural.
So Fez, you're getting yours finished tonight, even though I feel ill and like crap. It needs done, and it wont take long.
And Rebecca, you're my friend, I love you, you can love a tiny Companion cube all night long... after Expo.

As for the planned cosplays for mon-self:

Elika - just started. Just. As in OMG I need to order fabric still.
Prince - not started. don't have all the material. secretly feel like we don't have a hope in hell.
HUNK - well, this one's clio's baby, and it's pretty much done now. no other comments, visit her page to see it.
Ada - no fabric, no start, no time. Not happening.
Arica - that reeeeaallly has fallen to the way-side... o-o

As formaking these cosplay's most folk may be wondering, "Charlie, why the fuck havn't you got off your lazy butt and just done it?"
Here's the answer:
1. Cosplaying needs to be done at my home. Sewing machine, materials and other importent things all live there.
2. I have a full time job very very far away from home, next to where Clio lives.
3. When not working and staying at Clio's (because Fife busses suck hairy sweaty pig balls) I have maybe one or two eavnings or mornings a week at home.
4. On the rare occation I'm at home, and not asleep or getting ready for work, I am around my mother.

Mother is a problem right now, one that I can assure you, leaves no energy for cosplay, college, work, clio, or even eating. And I LOVE eating.

So there you have it folks, my big fat excuse.

And boy do I need a fucking holliday. ¬__¬